Leaving for Ontario..

Remember when you were a kid, and you knew you were leaving for something super fun the next morning? Or on christmas eve when you would wait up for santa? Well, that still applies to this 21 year women!! Last night I was so excited to leave for Ontario, that I could not sleep. I laid in bed wondering when the time would pass. Finally, at 5:30 I gave up on sleep. Now theres about 30 minutes until Jenn gets here and I am die'N inside. I can't wait for service, seeing my family (including Godmommy and my Niece and Nephews), seeing my friends, and going to Disneyland!! Man oh Man time needs to fly...UH SISSY HERE I COME!!! DOCKSIDERS AND ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Best Injury That EVER Happened!!

For those who know me well (or well enough) know that I am probably the most clumsy person. This story shows that God can use clumsiness to answer prayers!



Two weeks ago while getting out of bed my knee popped and began to swell. Thinking nothing of it I wrapped it and went to work. While working I was in some pain but I knew I needed money so I continued working. To my surprise by the weekend after resting it felt fine. I went to church and to work and then back to church and then back to work. By wednesday at work my knee started to hurt. That night I went shopping with some ladies from church, my knee began to swell. Thursday morning I woke up and could no longer walk and I was in so much pain I couldn't move. At 5:30am I called my mommy saying I was in so much pain. She told me to go to urgent care. Urgent care tells me that I tore my maniscus and need surgery. Naturally, I go home for my mommy to take care of me!



After I get to Tracy I go to the doctor and they order a MRI. So, I'm at my mom's thinking how am I going to sign my payroll. (AHAH I will fax it) My mom's fax is down so she's calls my dad. Now, mind you I am disowned and he wants nothing to do with me. When I arrived at his house I was nervous wondering what was going to happen. I should have known that the Lord had something in the works. He came down the stairs and actually had a conversation with me. And when it was time to leave he gave me a kiss and told me he loves me....GLORY BE TO GOD!! I was amazed but this was so small for the Lord. Monday night after dropping my little brother off my step mom and dad invite me for DINNER. I had such a great time. It was amazing, I was making my dad laugh the way only his daughter can. I just see God putting everything into place for his salvation!!

I've Got To Shout It From The Roof Tops...IM IN LOVE

Its finally here the moment I have been waiting for, I am deeply head over heals in LOVE.. I never thought the day would come and I am excited it is here.. You all have to meet him, he is the most amazing guy i have ever met. He has given me everything i have ever asked for and then some. Girls, he is the type of guy who knows just what to say... He makes me weak in the knews and my heart races when i hear his name!! This is it he is the one i want, sorry i am off the market!!

I met him last year in november, but i had been admiring him from affar for a while. I never thought i was good enough for him, until that night. It was amazing he spoke to me and put a smile on my face that never left. From that moment on i knew he was in my life forever!!!! I never really talked about it because i knew people would say "its too soon, and you are way to young!" but now i don't care what people say, he is the one i want.

The past few months have been hard. I never thought i would make it through but he was there through it all. He was there to listen, to talk, and even confort me. Ladies, this is one man who knows how to listen. My life has changed since he has been there!! I cannot imagine myself without him there. We are a perfect match!!

So, i know you all are wondering who this dream guy is. I know my family is flipping out that i posted this without telling them... Well here it is his name is JESUS. He saved me and made me whole. He kepted me when i thought i was gone..He is the one for me!!

SAD...

I FEEL LEFT OUT!!!

What Keeps You?

Tonight at youth our YP really brought some things home! He came out of Genesis 1:27-

"So God created man in His own image; in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them."

Now, you here that scripture and think "oh he is talking holiness" Wrongo Bucko. First, he discussed 3 of the 7 dimensions. He talked about the 1st dimension and related it to "Point A to Point B" then he said the 2nd Dimension is "Back and Forth" and 3rd Dimension "Knowledge." Man, he said the lowest dimension that the Lord wants us to be in is the 3rd Dimension!!

Then he proceeded to ask us what connects to our church and our youth group. Some said family, some said prayers, and some said the feeling they felt. Then he asked what keeps you coming back....HMMM...I thought....Jesus...having nothing to go back too...Then he answered YOU keep you coming back. We have our own will and we can decide not to come back!! WOW, Lord thank you for the free will!! I thank the Lord that I have made the decision to keep coming back!!

So, I leave with this question...WHAT KEEPS YOU?

I Don't Wanna Grow Up..

Remember when you were a Kid? Your life revolved around your parents, your best friend for that week and what you were going to eat. Life was so much easiar. There were no bills to pay or cars to fix all that mattered was that what ever you were doing you were having a blast. I always wanted to be grown up, I was so excited to be able to drive and not have to take a nap. Let me tell its not all what it is cracked up to be LOL. I was excited to fall in love and get married. And now I am completely petrified!!! WHAT IF I MARRY THE WRONG ONE...Man life was easy back in the day. You dated the guy on the playground that ran the fastest or whose mom packed the best snack. Now you have to consider Jobs, Money, Location, Likes, Dislikes, and most importantly is he the will of God. One of my best friends is getting married. Once again I am the maid of honor and once again my brain is spinning. Lord, help me LOL. At this point im stuck in limbo. Stuck between a Rock and a Hardplace wondering which is right and which is wrong. Praying that the Lord shows me. -I just looked at my wall and there is a paper that reads- In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct they paths. -Proverbs 3:6. So, guess that answered alot of things. Whatever the Lords will is let it be done. But, I wont lie I still wish I could be a Kid again!!

HiiiYAAH DEVIL...Chuck Norris To the Throat!!

Okay, so this post is for my Family. I would like to say that we have been through Hell and High water!! The Devil has been trying to take us out day and night. He has attacked our finances, our bodies, and our family as whole! And let me tell you that we are so sick and tired of it!!

But we have over come everything...Here are a few testamonies.

1. B and Sissy just got an appartment for an amazing deal.
2. Mom is only wearing skirt and NO MAKE UP
3. Sean is Going to a Holiness church!!
4. Papito is growing in the WORD!!
5. I am Passing my classes and my case is closing Wednesday.
6. We are all being used in the work of the Lord.
7. Misha got the revelation of Holiness.
8. God is doing Signs and Miracles.
9. People are getting Saved.
10. People are getting delivered.
11. People are getting Healed.
12. And REVIVAL IS BREAKING OUT!!!

So, just a general announcement. Devil I know you are reading this... You are probably shaking in your boots, probably dumbfounded about what you can do next or what trick you can throw at us... WELL YOU HAVE NOTHING THAT CAN STOP THE LORD!! Therefore, get your grimmy little paws off our loved ones and back up... Cause In Jesus Name you always LOSE!