I Don't Wanna Grow Up..

Remember when you were a Kid? Your life revolved around your parents, your best friend for that week and what you were going to eat. Life was so much easiar. There were no bills to pay or cars to fix all that mattered was that what ever you were doing you were having a blast. I always wanted to be grown up, I was so excited to be able to drive and not have to take a nap. Let me tell its not all what it is cracked up to be LOL. I was excited to fall in love and get married. And now I am completely petrified!!! WHAT IF I MARRY THE WRONG ONE...Man life was easy back in the day. You dated the guy on the playground that ran the fastest or whose mom packed the best snack. Now you have to consider Jobs, Money, Location, Likes, Dislikes, and most importantly is he the will of God. One of my best friends is getting married. Once again I am the maid of honor and once again my brain is spinning. Lord, help me LOL. At this point im stuck in limbo. Stuck between a Rock and a Hardplace wondering which is right and which is wrong. Praying that the Lord shows me. -I just looked at my wall and there is a paper that reads- In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct they paths. -Proverbs 3:6. So, guess that answered alot of things. Whatever the Lords will is let it be done. But, I wont lie I still wish I could be a Kid again!!